silence says everything

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 11:55:05 GMT

I think I am losing my gag reflexes...

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 07:32:48 GMT

I fit into a pair of my old size 4s today! (Although, my mom said they looked tight, but she doesn't really grasp the whole concept of "form-fitting" jeans.) ...This is not to say I looked very good in them, but hey, the first step is fitting into them, and then I can concentrate on looking good, right?

And I was able to pull down a pair of my size 9s without unbuttoning them!

But the last time I fit into some of these pants, I was 125 and doing a lot of gymnastics. So I am confused as to how I am 10 lbs heavier, with probably less muscle, yet still fit into these.

Anyway, it got too late, so I will talk about Simmone and my ED convo tomorrow. (I promise!)

...Today ended up being a 563 calorie day, not counting what I purged. Hopefully that'll be reflected tomorrow morning. *crosses fingers*

Wed, 12 Nov 2003 06:59:33 GMT

Today starts my self-improvement plan

I went on a half hour walk with the dog that was 1 mile long

had a banana, salmon, 2 pieces of toast with orange marmalade, 4 "city skyline" glasses of cider and seltzer, a TJ's chocolate milk, a string cheese, a hot chocolate, some Panda Express, a bite-size Hershey's chocolate bar

Wed, 12 Nov 2003 06:59:22 GMT

weighed 149? in morning

Tue, 11 Feb 2003 07:16:57 GMT

aaron decided he liked another girl too, and couldn't decide between the 2 of us, we semi-broke-up to give him time to think, i realized i couldn't stand losing him, he realized he was thinking with the 'wrong' head, and we were happy again...mind you, he does this the weekend i get out of the psych ward! the amount of crying i did friday, saturday, and sunday nights was NOT pretty, but the funny part is that he was crying just as hard as i was, and looked about as crappy

Friends Only

Thu, 06 Feb 2003 06:45:24 GMT

Hey everyone, and welcome to my journal. Unfortunately, because I talk about some pretty personal stuff in here that I don't want random people reading, this is a friends only journal. If you have a LiveJournal and want to be added, just leave me a note and I'll will add you, because I like to have friends...and if you don't, but still want to read about my life, go find a code somewhere and then get back to me. However, I do have a public journal at randomeyemotion that everyone is free to come check out; but for the most part all of the really JUICY entries are in here.